habits

if i had a song about my life it would probably go like this:

stop it nat stop stop stop stop it
stop eating shit nat stop stop stop stop stop it
stop thinking nat stop stop stop stop stop it
stop wanting nat stop stop stop stop stop it
stop failing nat stop stop stop stop stop it
please.
stop.

and the beats would sound like my puny heartbeats, as long as i'm here, i can't stop it.